Thursday, August 02, 2007
its really stuff like these that makes you wonder: are you hanging out with the right company?
because he/she is your fren, so hence you condone his/her behaviour, which may seem wrong in other people's eyes. but isnt that what a fren is supposed to do? to support and not question?
well, he may be a fren of a fren, but still, i understand that that's the way he has been. maybe not at the start, but that's the way he has become after so long overseas, after all that has happened, maybe he has just taken things too lightly, oblivious to how others feel. it's quite a shame because i kinda liked him, had thought him to be someone better, so much better in fact. not to say that it is entirely his fault, as it really takes two hands to clap.
on another note, how long can a fren keep protecting another? protecting one from hurt, harm, lies and deceit when i have no idea of what's coming whatsoever. even worse when i do not know the third party who has the potential to inflict hurt upon you. its kinda nerve wrecking. i do have your happiness at heart, i do understand all that you have been through. precisely i understand, that's why im being very cautious. its a dilemma. to protect and to support you at the same time. im trying my best, i really am.
what is right and what is wrong? there is just a thin line. for people who arent close to me, i think i shall just turn a blind eye. for people who mean something to me, if you're happy, im happy. i don't wanna judge, neither do i wanna interfere much. but i'll be there, if you ever need me.
wishing;
8/02/2007 06:23:00 PM
